Buddah
On Moose and Self Esteem
When moose turned up in the cards two weeks ago I knew for sure that I needed to take a look at my self-esteem. My feelings of self worth were pretty low and my thinking had become distorted. I had been ill for quite a while and didn't have the energy to quiet these nagging thoughts.
My lack of confidence and low self worth is what began my journey of studying spirituality and meta-physics many years ago, sometimes I get so discouraged that I am still dealing with the same issues.
Being able to recognize what is going on is the key. During my illness I had stopped meditating, writing, reading and connecting with spirit in any way. Depressed and feeling the fear I made small steps to reconnect. I listened to meditation Cd's.(Quan Yin's Garden is a good one), I reread a couple of Stuart Wilde's older books and got back onto the Sunday Call Series. This week Blue Heron and Mouse were in the spread. Instead of feeling dread about looking at myself (Blue Heron), with scrutiny (Mouse), I feel that I can see my true self more clearly. Keeping up spiritual practices and connections allow me to know that all those OLD TAPES and insecurities are just that and have no place in my life today.
Budda said, "We are what we think. All that we are arises from our thoughts. With our thoughts we make our world."
Peace from Patti
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