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I wanted to express my gratitude to a special soul that often brought a smile to my face, joy to my heart, and reminded me to play. Thank you Sonny.

Wild Boar or Javelina as he is called here in the southwest showed up in my life a few days ago. It had already been a tough day. I woke up to find a landscaper cutting down the only tree (a large mesquite) in front of my apartment. This tree shaded my patio from the blistering sun, held my bird feeders and was the only thing about my apt. that I loved. Later in the day while driving the speed limit through a residential neighborhood a man began tailgating me beeping and gesturing me to get out of the way. I pulled over and let him pass. As it turns out I knew him as I walk my dog in that neighborhood. I thought he was one of the good guys! I was so disappointed I broke down in tears. I have not cried in years, although I must admit it was long overdue and did feel good. I think the tears were really for the tree, my acquaintance was just the catalyst. I then attended a 12 step meeting where everyone who spoke cried and went home feeling grateful that my problems were not so serious. That was before I found a three inch cockroach in my kitchen cabinet. I tossed and turned for hours at 2 a.m. my dog is barking his head off. I get up thinking someone is breaking into a car. I open the patio door to witness four javelina chomping my tomato plants behind the patio fence. Well the dog was so excited he knocked over a large houseplant, scattering wet dirt and shards of pottery all over the carpet. So there I am on the patio in the middle of the night yelling and throwing pottery at hairy pigs. They didn't budge. The next day, after cleaning my carpet, I checked into the totem animals of the week and found wild boar staring me in the face. I just had to laugh. I still have no idea why they showed up at my door.

Hello and Flow,
It's important to not push the river ,but let the river carry you down it's course.Surrender seems like it would be a good thing and it is, but sometimes it can be the hardest state for a person to allow themselves to be in.To give over your "weight " to that which offers it's support to you. Sometimes we covet the pain we are in and are resitant to give it up,to give it over so that it can be taken down the river, to be washed away transmuted and /or tramsformed..The curious thing is that alot of the seemingly easiest things we could do for ourselves seems to be the hardest for us initiate, until we learn that true living is about simplicity in all things,cutting the "fat " out of our lives and living by the essential ingredients whcih are all that is necessary. Anyway that's all I have to say now .Nothing big but nothing little as well.Love.

Foot Reflexology is a healing art with it's origins in ancient India,China and other cultures.The feet are mini-maps of the entire body system,the body in microcosm.Foot Reflxology helps to condition,replenish and and de-stress the entire system.

After the full moon channeling, I set my intention to have dreams giving me illumination into my future creative path. I ended up dreaming about death and birth. Here's what I experienced:

Dream 1: As an invisible observer, I see a male actor taking off his costume. As he is doing this, someone comes in and kills him and his wife. (end)

Greetings,
I was blessed with a recent trip to Hawaii over the New Year holiday. While there I went scuba diving with a friend. The first dive was pretty disappointing. The coral reef was dead, bleached out.

On Tuesday I had an appointment with my acupuncturist. She is great and she is far away from me in North Adams Mass.

So originally my appointment was on Monday but it snowed here and the roads were a mess, (coyote) so being loyal to myself, ( dog) I switched my Monday appointment to Tuesday and re-scheduled my Tuesday clients to Monday. Tuesday I Was prepared for the weather and allowed my self two hours to get there....but coyote came a trotting into my day,early...my car was in a iced over frozen lump,(Coyote) now how was coyote the support?...I could feel my agitated energy rising!!!Breathe and ( coyote) let go and laugh....I really was not in a laughing mood...while tugging the back hatch of the car open I hit myself in the

Frog come in to bring the rain. Today is raining. Frog is the support energy for the week...right now the rain does not feel supportive...It's foggy and icky outside my window...I have promised Lavender that I would feed the horses tonight, That means going out into the rain ( the supportive rain, mind you) It is cold and muddy and the horses will be wet. There is a lot of plodding out in the mud leading everyone back from the paddock. Then I have to go to the grocery store( right up there on my list of favorites along with mud) to get kitty litter and cat food.